okay just going to jump right in with it. its been an.. interesting weekend i guess you could say.
Right now: i'm sitting in bed.. its super late but for some reason i just dont feel like sleeping. Maybe it'll hit me here pretty soon.. i hope so at least.
Reading: still working on something borrowed. its pretty scandalous. i mean i knew it would be, so i shouldnt be surprised, but still. i dont know how i feel about it really. im just trying to get through it so i can get to all the other books on my summer reading list.
Songs: The songs for my life today are 1) the mess i made- parachute 2) somebodys gonna love you- matt wertz and 3) its only life- kate voegele 4)taking changes- glee version they all just came on shuffle from itunes while i was writing this.. so i feel like theyre pretty applicable and just good songs.
Scripture: I will give thanks to you, O Lord, among the peoples; i will sing praises to you among the nations. For your steadfast love is great to the heavens, your faithfulness to the clouds. Be exalted, O God, above the heavens! Let your glory be over all the earth!
Psalm 57: 9-11
Quote: Don't let go to soon but don't hold on too long..
- Mitch Albom
My Life: Tonight was fun. After worship me, my roomie, and two guys from church went to eat then a group of us went to play real mafia. its basically where two people are picked to "kill" everyone else in a pitch black house. hilarious, frustrating, and kind of freaky all at the same time. needless to say i died very early almost every round and when i was the mafia i was caught usually after i killed one person everytime. haha im just not meant to live that lifestyle i guess. dang it..
Boy News: Havent talked to him since saturday night. awesome. looks like its going well haha. oh well im just trying not to worry about it and go with the flow. although i do just want to feel special. seriously i really think thats all girls want.. they might want it shown in different ways but when you get down to it, we just want to know that the boy in our life cares about us and wants to be with us and talk to us. guys write that down.. its gold. With me at least, the best way to get me annoyed slash insecure slash not feeling it so much is to ignore me or make me feel like i dont matter. its not a general rule for everyone, but i feel like it is for most people.
Memorial day plans: i think ive heard rumors about a cookout or at least getting together in some way to eat.. we'll see if that plays out haha. Then were having a bible study.. always good.
In other news: im going home next weekend! i didnt realize how long its been since ive been home. My bff clay is home from florida yayyy and were hanging out all weekend which is good because i miss him a super ton. if thats even an acceptable phrase to say haha.
i just love CS so so much. everyone here is awesome and im so blessed to be a part of it. i can't beleive im halfway through my time here.. it actually kind of depresses me so im just not going to think about it. and as much as im not very good at it, i just love love getting to know new awesome people! that just makes me really happy. and sometimes i do that thing where i irrationally want to be peoples best friend and i think if they knew it they would get really weirded out. but i just recognize how cool they are and want to know about them and be a part of their life. so technically if you think about it.. its kind of a compliment. own it.
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