Right Now: I'm at work.. again. Shame on me.. i know i know. Maybe i should be a better person. We'll work on that later. Lets just say at work today i heard the word deposition more than i ever have in my life. and i cant even tell you what a deposition is.. just that is some legal jargon that escapes my knowledge. go dr. j. and also.. i had to move a whole box of files by myself. i thought hmm this thing is super heavy so ill take out files and move it in like 2 or 3 trips. way to go jess.. workin that college education.
Reading: No Improvements on the book. I hate when i get unmotivated to read..
Songs: Two Words.. Boyce Avenue.
One Video..
As one of the comments on the video said.. katy perry made this song about sex boyce avenue made it about love. theyre beautiful. enjoy.
Scripture: Be strong, and let your heart take courage, all you who wait for the Lord!
- Psalm 31:24
Quote: "a single sunbeam is enough to drive away many shadows" -- St. Francis of Assisi
My Life: hmm what to talk about..
Last night the roomie and i decided to get ice cream and watch 10 things i hate about you. both excellent decisions i must say. Even though i ate like 1/4-1/3 of my carton.. but its okay! its low fat. my mother taught me well. I just love that movie so so much. anything with joseph gordon levitt im bound to be obsessed with. hes just so beautiful.
mm. mmhmm. hokay. i feel like i dont have anything interesting to say so..
today i got a weird urge to look at all my old camp pictures and reminisce a little bit. it honestly blows my mind how different your life can become in two years. i dont even remember how i lived my life back then. everything is so different now: i dont live at home, im in college, im not dating the same person which changes a lot of things, i dont live my life for one week out of the year, i can do things for myself now, my summers dont consist of watching the same 4 movies over and over again and just hanging out everyday. even if i wish it did. i dont really have the same friends. i mean there are the ones that are in cs with me now so i still have those, but i dont really talk to anyone from high school anymore and my camp friends that i dont see ive kind of lost touch with. and now i have so many awesome friends here. sometimes i just kind of look around and go.. what happened to my life? but in a good way.
this thought brings me back to the point of why i do this.. life is ridiculous and blows my mind. everything always changes and i dont really like change but it happens so gradually i dont even know. it gets messy sometimes, it rushes by but its only life.
